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I feel like legit sick to my stomach. My boyfriend is leaving college to go home for the semester since he doesn’t like his program. I’m fine with it. If it’s what he wants to do then I am okay with it. I’m just really upset about it. I make it seem like me and him are never going to see each other ever again even though I know we will. I’m just freaking out because I did EVERY THING with him and now he’s going to be gone within the next 5 hours :( Sleeping over at his house last night could have possibly been not such a good idea. Waking up this morning and leaving him to go to class was hard. Because I knew he would be leaving shortly after I am done class. I don’t like Oshawa and I only put up with it because he was there with me and helped me cope with it. I haven’t eaten REALLY in like three days, and I DON’T feel hungry at all either. I feel exhausted though because lack of sleep from worrying about everything for this next semester. I’m sure I’ll be fine. but the semester is going to go by slower because I won’t have him there to keep me busy constantly. We went everywhere together. he helped me get my groceries and we went out to eat and we just hung out together ALL the time. I don’t like that he is leaving but I know it would be better for him so I’m going to have to suck it up.

I will miss you :( <3